As an ancient Chinese martial art, Shaolin Kung Fu
traces its roots back more than 1500 years to the
Shaolin Buddhist Temple. Monks there developed martial
arts practice not only for the purpose of self-defense,
but also as an effective system of physical conditioning
which would support their meditation practices.
Sustained concentration during intensive and extended
sessions of any form of meditation (standing, moving or
sitting) requires good health, and a great deal of
stamina, flexibility and strength.
Once a sound physical basis for meditation is
established, Buddhism teachs there are then five common
mental obstacles which must be avoided. These are:
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dullness
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restlessness
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ill-will
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ignorant desire
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unresolved doubt.
In the Buddhist teachings it is also emphasized that
meditation does not end when one finishes the formal
session, but is an ongoing practice that needs
attendance continuously through the day. This would
include martial arts training, and an understanding of
these same five obstacles to concentration can be
helpful when applied in that context as well.
It would be wonderful to always walk into Kung Fu class
feeling completely clear, enthusiastic and open to
learning. More often than not, we can't help but arrive
on the practice floor with attitudes we have developed
in response to previous events of the day (or our lives
for that matter.) One morning in particular, this was
especially apparent to me. Arriving late to class and
without enough sleep again, the frustration I was
predisposed for was immediately provoked by the
instructor's announcement we would be doing staff
techniques. Generally I liked the staff forms and
exercises I'd previously practiced, but now I was
annoyed instead as it was the one morning I had failed
to bring my personal rattan staff to class. So,
consequently being stuck with one of the much longer and
heftier school stick weapons, I gritted my teeth as we
began a sequence of exercises.
As I struggled with the weight and unwieldiness of the
unfamiliar staff my mind kept comparing this experience
with how well I could be doing if only I had my own
stick. Frustration and sweat increased along with my
resistance, and the heavy stick grew stickier in my
hands. It seemed the weapon's response to my resistance
was a refusal to cooperate. I just couldn't get the
techniques right at all.
I noticed my instructor carefully observing all this,
and in particular how he did not comment on this
obviously bad attitude attack that was effectively
preventing me from learning anything. Seeing him watch
me from across the room -quite intentionally leaving me
to my own devices - somehow my own perspective shifted;
my focus changed from my struggle with the techniques
(what I assumed I should be learning,) to dealing with
what was really going on: my own immediate obstacles to
learning and concentration.
In Kung Fu practice it is important to be aware of the
points of resistance encountered in the opponent, since
these become the opportunities for an effective
response. In this case, (me being my own worst enemy,)
it was not only my own bad-attitude resistance
obstructing the learning process, but even more
fundamental, my own presumptions and inappropriate
preconceptions about the primary lesson that morning
being anything other than this immediate point.
Obstacles occur in both martial arts training and
meditation practice because of an inability to surrender
conscious and unconscious habituation and
preconceptions, both mental and physical, which
subsequently limits the potential range of responses.
Instead, one must learn to abandon preconceptions in
order to accurately perceive the actual reality of any
situation, and in response adapt one's thinking and
movement of mind/body accordingly. Despite outer
appearances, meditation is not a static, non-responsive
state, but particularly at the higher and more intensive
levels of practice, a very refined process of continual
and subtle adjustments made in response to mental
fluctuations in order to maintain clear concentration
and meditative equilibrium.
Maybe that one particular morning the mental affliction
level for me was a bit more extreme, but obstacles to
concentration while training always arise to some extent
for each of us. Such as: you suddenly notice that the
instructor has just finished explaining the technique or
exercise, but you didn't get it because for the past few
minutes you've been somewhere else in your mind running
all those after-class errands. That is the obstacle of
restlessness. Or, you find you just don't care that much
about actually improving on some especially demanding
movement, and instead manage to slide by with minimal
effort during that exercise. That would be dullness. And
then there's ill-will: we all have our least favorite
practice partners (too stiff, too clumsy, too whimpy,
etc.) or other students who are just so much better than
we are, we really can't stand to work with them either.
(All this discrimination, as if we could have the same
opportunity to select the fighting style or physical
characteristics of the person who might someday attack
us.)
In interfering with concentration, the obstacle of
ignorant desire, (or as it is also known: ignorant
attraction to objects of the senses,) would generally be
considered the inability to maintain consistent
discipline necessary to overcome detrimental
distractions by objects of the senses. This might take
the form of over-stimulation of the senses, such as too
much food which can slow the body down, or too much
sleep (missing morning meditation session or martial
arts class altogether); or watching too many movies too
late into the night and not having adequate energy
available the next day for training practice. The
obstacle of unresolved doubt arises as an inability to
make a firm commitment to the training process. There is
a lack of certainty, or trust, or inspiration, or even
imagination as to the real benefits of the practice,
which then of course do not materialize due to
inconsistency in one's efforts to progress.
In order to overcome one's own obstacles to
concentration, learning and progress in martial arts
practice, it can be very useful to begin with clearly
identifying these particular obstacles as they
specifically manifest in one's own training. In Buddhist
meditation practice, this is called " developing
watchfulness," also known as "mindfulness," a skill
which is then used to alert oneself to the rising
presence of obstacles. The mind is checked at regular
intervals to ensure intensity and clarity of focus. This
requires a great deal of effort, honesty and patience,
but can gradually lead to an understanding of one's own
habitual, ineffective reactions towards certain
situations. Then, based on the motivation to achieve
really effective ongoing concentration for the best
possible training and practice, this conscious awareness
of obstacles can become the first step in eliminating
them.
In fact, the obstacles present us with our greatest
opportunities to progress. It may be that each of us
dealing with any of these obstacles is one of the most
important lessons offered in any martial arts class.